Jerkface is coming home!!!

I am soo tired and i took my sleep meds but i cant fall asleep knowing that any minute he will be calling for me to pick him up or knocking at the front door! It's the same feeling you get before a bog vacation, first day of school, first day on a job, where you cant sleep because your so excited and because you dont want to not hear your alarm. lol when he called me to tell me that they were on the bus on their way home from Louisiana- he called from someone elses number and I answered, and had to ask "Who is this?" lol cause he was sounding all kind of sexay sexay ... with that "What are you doing?' hahah I felt butterflies, we have been together off and on since 2003 and I haven't felt those in a long time, and it was nice to know that they still exist! Very reassuring. Today Jordyn and I went out and bought poster boards, and all his favorite candies, i even bent and bought him 4 packs of baseball cards since that is his hobby in all. Jordyn made a card with lots of glitter and stickers on it and she learned how to spell and write dad so the entire inside of her card said "Dad" and "JoJO" with other little drawings it was cute. I made a poster that was originally supposed to say " We Missed You (specialist crest) Daddy!" but i couldn't get the specialist crest to come out quite right so I just cut out a heart instead, then added some swirls hole punched in all four corners with pipe cleaners and tapped all his fav candy that i could on it and hung it over the dinning room table so that will be the first thing he sees after he puts all his bags down ;) I am truly greatful to have a husband that has allowed me to be a stay at home mother for a year (thank the lord because before we got married all i did was work long long hrs to pay the bills and never got to see our daughter) and he provided a roof over our heads, clothes on our backs and food in our mouths. I don't think that I have told him i appreciate that enough, but i do. 27 more days and we are back in cali! We have a lot of packing to do and deployment things we need to handle within these next four weeks. Our FRG rep called and gave me soo much info about deployment and the numbers to household storage and car storage on base that is cheaper than places that I have been looking into and I am stoked about that!!! I will feel better with our belongings on base and insured while he is deployed and we are in California waiting for him to come home. I am so proud of Nicholas, especially how far he has come from who he used to be. Our one year Anniversary is on the 13th I wonder if Jordyn and I can pout our lips and batt our long lashes enough so he gives in to taking us to the Build A Bear in Nashville and the Opry Mill Mall and to Chipotle for lunch! I HAVE BEEN CRAVING A CHICKEN BOL WITH GUAC SINCE THE DAY I LEFT! And yes all I want for an Anniversary gift is to go to Build a Bear and make my Hello Kitty bear and Jazz her out!!! :)

youtube

is totally contagious!!! i have been watching any and everything on youtube about health, beauty, and fashion!!! okay anyway thanks to youtube, i want to try and go NATURAL... omg just the thought of it kind of scares me, i am addicted to the creamy crack!!! lol i cant deal with new growth. I dont think i have enough power to totally transition BUT I think i want to stretch my perms out to just 4 a year and once im comfortable do the BIG CHOP and cut off the relaxed ends. ooooo and i am soo not a fan of dying my hair, i tried once and my bangs broke off!!! but i have been researching dying hair with HENNA, which is all natural and it thickens the hair so those are two very good things. I haven't have a perm since August and man o man am i over do due, but i figure if i can go for 6 months i can four times a year when i get back to califonia. it will be hard because both my hairdressers are back home, and i can basically get my hair done whenever i want by people i trust which i most def couldnt do out here in tn, bllehh we shall see. if you know me you know i change my mind like the weather, i am just not a big fan of change.

perfectly said.

:)

i think i am addicted to YOUTUBE seriously. i find the best things on there... this made me smile today, these girls are amazing at what they do, they are sister and need to be signed already!!!

excuse me while i rant and rave!

i am soo frustrated!!!! like hello, my walk with God is exactly that MY WALK ... just because it is not like yours does not mean it is wrong! NEVER HAVE I EVER CLAIMED TO BE A HOLY ROLLER AND PERFECT....I AM HUMAN! i am NOT PERFECT! I SIN EVERYDAY AS DO EVER HUMAN EVEN THE STRICTEST OF STRICT CHRISTIAN SINS! I will never be perfect just a work and progress as long as i live! ughhh and I am over people whining about America sending aide to Haiti, who cares where they are, they are human THEY BLEED RED just like the rest of us! And people want to comment we didnt do this for Katrina victims, did we raise this much for the Tsunami Victims blah blah blah. HOLD THE BOAT IF ANYONE PAID ATTENTION IN HISTORY CLASS FROM ELEMENTARY SCHOOL- HIGH SCHOOL they would have learned that The President of The United States is THE ARMED FORCES COMMANDER IN CHIEF... he calls the shot so its not about what we as AMERICANS DID OR DIDNT DO with those tragedies IT WAS WHO WAS IN CHARGE (PRESIDENT BUSH) who didnt get the ball rolling immediately and offer aide! I honestly think if Obama was in office at the time of both tragedies HE WOULD HAVE HANDLED THEM BOTH AS SWIFTLY AND EFFECTIVELY AS HE COULD, AS HE IS DOING WITH HAITI RIGHT NOW! -end rant!

waiting waiting waiting.

so i am apart of a group Army Wives on facebook and a woman posted a message that her husband is part of the 101 airborne at Fort Campbell and he is deploying Feb 6th... i messaged her and asked her what unit and company he is apart of and i am waiting for her to message me back, like i said in previous posts nick is at training for deployment and there is a possibility he may be deploying before the date that they were given... i know the Army well enough to know things change day in and day out... im just more anxious than anything, i think it would better if he went sooner so i can start the 365 day count down, im just ready for it to start and be done already. Everyone tells me to just make sure that i keep myself busy. That is exactly what i plan on doing. When i get back to California in March I can get back on staff with my old job, my boss told my mother that she is going to make room for me, i also plan to go to vegas for my 26 birthday and my younger sisters 21 bday and to also visit my sister and our cousin who also lives there, I need to visit my two friends Marie and Mona in Sacrament a few times this summer, my friend Cassandra and her new born son in Arizona and at the end of summer visit my friends in the DMV. I decided to start school in August when Jordyn starts kindergarden,I have the option of going 5 days a week 8-430 and be done in 5-6 months or go part time 8-12 and work a part time job and be done with school in 7-8 months, the counselor also told me that i can add another course that will keep my hours and requirements on track for our next duty station which we agreed on Hawaii i hope we get it. I want to keep Jordyn as busy as possible, i was looking on line and got info on soccer, cheerleading and gymnastics to keep her busy. Her puppy Enzo was born in December so I hope this next year goes smoothly and quick... im just basically ready to get it started already... bleeehh

Day Two :)

This morning I woke up around 8:30am slipped into my Sauna Suit and hopped on the treadmill for 35 minutes, a slow to a brisk walk that resulted in 1.5 miles, then i did a 30 min beginner work out for abs and legs, also with the sauna suit on. I never really sweat, and I hate to sweat it was disgusting taking the suit off. I did my Salt Water Flush on an empty stomach to cleanse my digestional track and that lasted for maybe two hrs. I took a long hot bath soaking in Epson Salt and then I took a shower. I am not expierincing any hunger pains and headache like other report in the firs two to three days of body detoxification. So far, so good, we shall see. I have decided to continue my 30 min light cardio on the treadmill and leave the fitness boot camp for after my cleanse, as suggested. I also found that drinking the lemonade which is 60 oz of water, 3/4 cup of Maple Sugar Grade B Organic and 1/2 tsp of Cyenne Pepper taste a million times better when I drink it ice cold, than luke warm. Before my husband left for JRTC he knew i was going to do the Master Cleanse and he wrote on the Fridge on our dry erase board "you can do it babe!", I smile every time I look at it. He can be the sweetest person ever sometimes. I actually am starting to miss him a little, probably because his mother asks me every other day have I spoken to him. Im confused at what part of 'he is in the field training, and sleeping in tents with generators' that she does not understand? I'm still reading Eat. Pray. Love by Elizabeth Gilbert and is getting more amazing as I read. I am reading this book at a slow pace because she drops so much knowledge and I want to retain it. 39 more days until Jordyn and I go back to California, I'm excited and anxious and also dreading packing. Hopefully my father in law can come down for a weekend and help us knock it out. ;)