Day One of Thirty

I dropped Nicholas off at his friend Banks' house tonight so I didn't have to get up @ 330am to take him on base so they could get on a bus to Louisiana for JRTC. I have no idea why I was kind of scared sleeping last night without him somewhere in the house. My mind was playing major tricks on me, for some reason I swore I was smelling something burning and walked around sniffing my house like an idiot. Jordyn is way excited that she gets to sleep with Mommy for a month! She loves my bed and also loves taking over my television. It is really quiet so far and I love it, we shall she how long I can deal with it. I have one week until I start my Master Cleanse and 2 a day cardio session work outs. I decided to wait until Nicholas was gone because I wont have to cook nearly as much and the temptation will be easier to ignore. It's time to shed some lbs, cleanse my system, get into a regular work out routine and re-wire my eating habits. Now that I am 25 the lbs are coming on easy and harder coming off. Yesterday it snowed enough for Jordyn to go outside and play in it. All she wanted to do was make snow angels so the snow could be pretty. She didn't care that her fingers were purple and her nose was red! She said it was the best day of her life in TN. lol. She's funny. We played in the snow twice yesterday and she is sad that I refused to take her out today, but its freakin 14 degrees outside. I HAVE NEVER FELT 14 DEGREES IN MY LIFE THAT I REMEMBER! All my joints and muscles are all stiff, I can feel the arthritis in my shoulder, hip, and knee more so than ever. I AM AND ALWAYS WILL BE A CALIFORNIA GIRL! 7 weeks and Jordyn and I will be back! When it started to get colder here I had to ask my husband if he was sure that he wanted to re-enlist for Germany! He comes home and pumps the heat and takes long showers and still cannot seem to get warm. We agreed that Hawaii will be our first choice for re-enlistment! Jordyn and I and all our family members are excited about that! I wish we could fast forward 16 months already. But I cant, one day at a time.