what would i do without music

I LOVE ALL MUSIC. I listen to the lyrics more so than who the person is or isn't. There is always THAT one song that relates to your life at that particular time, it is comforting knowing that someone some where is or has gone through the exact same thing you are or have. It makes life less lonelier. I wish John Mayer and Me'Shell Ndegeocello could sing the sound track to my life. Their music and voices can take me many moons away. I could honestly listen to music all day long, doing absolutely nothing but listening, feeling and relating. Over the recent years passed I have found all kinds of new artist just by watching mainstream television and shows. Grey's Anatomy, One Tree Hill and So You Think You Can Dance never fail me. Almost every time I tune into one of them, I am googleing words of a song that I heard just to hear it from start to finish and searching for more from that artist. Right now I have been playing Priscilla Renea every night on repeat, her music is totally my style, a little bit of R&B a lil rock, a lil acoustic, a lil alternative. I have just come across an R&B singer by the name of Chrishan and am currently listening to him in my skull candys as we type. I always have ear phones in , it is my way of drowning out the world and letting the music take me away for as long as it can before I am interrupted by my husband or daughter yelling "wife" or "mommy." Such a sweet escape. Today I have been bored out of my mind, and it is freezing outside. Jedidah and cold weather do not get a long. I am from an ity bity city on the water in California and although it is not Hot like Southern California it does have its days in late October- December. Weird huh. I miss the 50-70 degree weather all year long though. I am so over the cold weather here in TN. I have never felt what 18 degrees felt like until I moved here and I hate it with a passion. It makes me not want to get out the bed, better yet get out the house. This weather is making me realize that I am not as young as I used to be. My body, bones, and joints ache. Past injuries I was able to ignore back in Cali are making themselves known. My left knee and left shoulder are so tight and the pain is crazy at times. But hey, I always get carded and told I dont look older than twenty so I will smile, bitch moan and complain and try and take it with a grain of salt. Before I end this quick post because nothing eventful has happened to me today, I was wondering if anyone else got so bored they caught an attitude! LOL mad for no damn reason, I can't even blame it on Aunt Flow because she brought her ass through here last week! I can't stand that red headed broad but I am relieved when she does show her face- because I would be in a world of shock if she didn't show up- if you know what I mean. Oh yeah, today I watched two good movies on line. Yes, I am one of those who would rather watch a movie on line in my warm house on my comfy couch than go to a cold ass movie theater and freeze for two hours. Anyway I watched Lovely Bones, it was a good movie, I wish I knew there was a book before I watched the movie because I would have most definetly read the book before watching the movie. It had a Vanilla Sky feel to it, and yes being a parent, I could relate and I did drop a few tears. That's what parent hood does to a person who once used to shrug the world off, it makes you an over protective, worrying, sensative sun of a gun! lol I will be that. After that I watched Drew Berrymore's first film Whip It. I loved it! I have loved Ellen Page since I saw her in Juno. She is beautiful and I love her quirky IDGAF attitude! Anyway Check these movies and artist out when you get a chance, you will love them!